That girl, that girl made me smile again, made me laugh in my times of need. When I saw her, time just stopped, and immediately I realized, she was special, someone special in my life. The only problem is that she will never see me the same way that I see her. She is smart, courageous, happy-go-lucky and any good characteristics that I can think of.
I was always dreaming of the day that we would be a couple, in fact I already have made plans on how should I propose to her, but to my luck, it all ended in vain.
The first time I courted her, I wasn't ready at that time, so I had to let her go, it hurt me so much, I had to come up with an imaginary girlfriend just for her to hate me. After those scenario, I was finally ready to love her, but to my expense, she already had a boyfriend, it saddened my heart, I wasn't able to speak, move, work normally, it broke my heart to a million pieces and I was forced to forget about her again. Now it's all happening all over again, I'm starting to fall in love with her, but I know, this love isn't so, there are alot of thorns in the road, and she is a rose full of thorns.
Besides, she wouldn't love me again. . .
All I can do is just sit back and watch her from afar, even though I'll be hurting myself in the process, how I wish, how I wish she could see how much of an effort I'm putting into loving her, but she does not know, and I think she would ever know.
I love you so much, SKCA
